I am happy, I had a few lows. Pero, I’ve had sometime to think.
I’m not mad or angry or anything. I’m happy.

Now, onto an issue that I need to let out.
I’d rather take being happy and keep a friendship than ruin it over some dumb stuff.
Whatever happens happens. I just hate losing friends. Especially close friends.

I’m sorry for being the way I was l, that wasn’t me. That was just a stupid me talking nonsense.
I tell the truth, so what I’ve said was no lie. But I’d rather keep what I said behind and move on without what I said being an issue, because well that’s just not what I want.

I realize there’s more to a friendship and I don’t want to fuck it up over some crush I have. Screw that. Hopefully it’s not too late and I can save what’s left. On god I hope I can.